I woke up this morning already fit to be tied. How is that gonna make for a good day, I ask you?
Haven't even opened my eyes and already I am seething in anger. I don't even know what I am angry about. i run a check list through my head.
I didn't lose as much weight at my Jenny Appointment last night as I had hoped, but I am not shocked I haven't been close on plan all week, so really I cant be mad about that can I?
I am still only attracting men that are unavailable to me, which is a sore spot for my heart but this isn't new and astounding information, so it cant be whats causing me to seethe at 8am before my feet even hit the floor.
I do feel tired and lonely, like my life is one constant battle after another with little reward in between.... but even as I think the thought, my higher self taps me on the shoulder and gently says.... ummm excuse me missy you have a new bestie that warms your heart and already is madly in love with you, something you have asked for.... someone to like you as much as you like yourself.... and two daughters that are changing the world simply by the personal choices they are making.... so really missy you are being rewarded daily. So really I cannot be angry about feeling lonely thats my own doing because of my hang up on the Lion, whom doesn't want me.
And so before my feet hitting the floor I concede defeat to my warring heart over an unfulfilled wish, a lost dream, and fantasy killed with a slow poison.
True to the fashion of feelings and what I seen as the law of attraction, every encounter I have after being awake is one of perceived personal attack. The maintenance guy that bowls over my snow pile and wrecks my path for the tenants to the garbage bin with his massive work truck.... fucking douche bag, I shoveled a place for him to park, asshole.
So before going any further in my day I decide I best check whats happening in the stars before I plan my course of attack on the world that is apparently going to retaliate my hostilities. And well wasn't I smitten when I read page after page of all the planets in conjunctions today.
Whew! What does that mean? It means that all you bitches are feeling this anger too! And if your not its because you live in a bliss bubble and I am envious of your disconnectedness.
This is why i love astrology so much. I had the feelings before the information. it was nothing more then validation. A good program does not create feelings in you, it validates what you already are experiencing thus giving you the power to handle your emotions and thoughts more appropriately. After thirty years of study on emotions and trauma and the power of our thoughts I have time and time again came back to astrology being the only true practice for guidance in my life.
Once a person understands there emotional make up and the direction the planets are going to move their lives in and the expereinces they are destined to have, life becomes very easy and free flowing. Some people are already tapped and dont need to dig, but for those of us that need the validation and guidance to become their full potentials this is for sure the most solid path to take there.
So now even though my anger has settled because i understand the larger picture (Virgo's got lost in details sometimes) I can go about my day picking my battles wisely because it is a day to clear air if needed but mostly its about laying low and allowing the insults to flow right off ones back.
It's a thickening of the Skin kinda day, So pamper yourself accordingly!!